Annoyances

Always getting preached at about saving money while everyone else does whatever they want to with theirs.

Feeling like I have to do ass kissing apologies for having a bad day or because I had the nerve to not only let something bother me but to say it to the person who helped to cause it.

Everyone blaming my Meds or lack thereof for my bad moods when what happens is that without some of my Meds my ability to put up with shit decreases. My pain pills for example leave me in a state where almost nothing registers on my give a shit scale. Guess what???? It sucks when you don't even have the energy to not let ppl walk all over you.

Though I seem to register an emotional maturity level of someone in their early 20s does not in anyway mean ppl have the right to treat me like a child.

I swear I willing to give up one of my internal organs to have a chance to show everyone what it feels like to brave a few hrs with your head up your ass because of medications. And to be treated like a 5 year old and told what u are allowed to do. I am so fed up with ppl talking to me like my IQ and shoe size are the same. Despite the medications I can always tell when I am being talked down to. And for the record the last time I went threw an evaluation the doctor said my IQ is 104. So while I am not a genius I am not in anyway stupid.

I have to go threw another eval in a few months after some sessions with the shrink to see if I am going to be allowed to live on my own. I mainly have to prove that I am capable of taking my Meds responsibly and that I am not going to fall back into a "I feel fine so I am not going to take the Meds anymore" fit which I use to do consistently when I was younger.